Firstly, I'm glad that my internship is over but feeling a lil upset as I won't have extra income $$ ANYMORE and I tend to be a lazy bum bum, super lazy bum bum at home! Well, I only look forward to have sleepover(S) at bf's hse or crash as his place for day(s), partying with the awesome peeps ard me, having late night supper, movie marathon and not forgetting to spend time with my family on sunday(s). I am so happy with my life now, really am as I've feel that I've grown up quite a bit- mentally and sadly not physically . Overall, I'm happy with my love life, family, mates and studies. What more can I ask for right?
Key points that I've learnt in life:
I'm no longer a feminist to be exact, can't explain the changes in details but people whom know me would know what I meant and definitely see the changes in me. To those who do not know me, it means that I’ve stopped being sucha loner trying to make men the worst creatures on earth, my feminism has died down quite a bit I guess, but I'm still not letting my guards down to the bad men out there.
I've learnt to give in and take in, learnt to put down my ego like really put down my ego characteristic for once. One thing that I've realise in myself, I'm fking egoistic! I only admit this point after I met my bf. He made me realised how horrible I was at times and yeah he's really damn nice to tolerate my nonsense/bullshit as it took me quite some time to realise it. I love him even more as compared to the past where we started dating and had those super stupid/lame mind games. I really appreciate for how supportive (during internship period); forgiving and nice he has been to me. I might not show it but I really do, I seldom express too many feelings in my blog but it doesn't harm to express myself in my own blog right? In addition, this is to show that what I said was true and sincere.
I'm counting down to our Taiwan trip and its official that bf and I are going on Sep 23! Can't explain the excitement I have now as we are going for like 9 awesome days. OMG RIGHT?!?!? It’s just us without any tour guide, strangers in Taiwan but I trust my bf will take good care of me physically and mentally. *winks* Just love how life is now, I wish I can settle down soon.
P.S. I actually wanted to blog this post a long time ago, but was trying to be mysterious to my bf. I hopes he actually knows that I've blogged! Opps.
xoxo,
Juyee



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